dear blog,
finally i am thinking about finding a job, not because i have to but because i want to. ill work and work and work and work, and forget everything that i need to remember.indeed. i'd rather sweat my ass out anywhere else rather than having to stay home watching mom and dad paying for everything i did.
was i really reasoning with myself the other day? was i really that useless as they claimed me to be? if it's true then it is sucks to be me. if its true then all my martyr acts make me look like a loser instead of a helper. who would have known? i thought i was doing them a favor but it seems to be... in a reverse order.
i am the burden now. and i need to lighten it up, regardless even if i have to fight the balrog. i will do it. and maybe will try to ease mom and dad a tiny bit. that'll be my solace.
and on a good account, perhaps i should be preparing and all gear up... for hunting :P
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