what am i about? going out with someone who is having the same wound like mine? am i that evil? because the urge for me to pursue him grow stronger as the moment passed. i cannot refuse this advance, even though i already declined it over and over
do i have the guts to sacrifice this one too? i love the cold one, very much , but seems to me like he never love me. he were never there. that sucks. i have had it with being alone for the rest of my life. why is he leaving me be? did he not feel worried about me. did he ever feel anything for me?
i can hunt. i will usually get whatever i was hunting for me. i NEVER lose a victim just like that. i will hunt and hunt slowly. but do i ave the means to do so to this very decent human? it always strike me, why do i feel so alone even though i never stop hunting? i always had this feeling for the cold one. the subtle feeling, the fact that he's the one who kept me grounded.
but if he keep doing this, i have no choice. told you so. i am just a human, not a vampire anymore. i dont have the guts or patience to wait for him that long. why is he doing this to me? he know that my ex is not going to come for me anymore. once he left, he'll never come back .
yes. i must hunt.
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